neverending | eggfriedfreedom's Blog

Things have been looking up recently, I've been starting to actually go out and see friends again and my mood in general has just been improving. There's even someone... well, not 'new' per say as i've known him a while, but i suppose he's sort of turned into a 'thing' .. i dont want to say 'love interest' as i  certainly do not love him. But, in a way i think he's helping me. He is sweet and everything and just a massive dose of normality, i'm trying to think of him as someone to keep me grounded and distracted. It has been going well, i guess.. but ofcourse every now and then there are going to be hiccups. Like tonight for example, i've been strong for a while that it was bound to happen. Out of nowhere i found myself looking at an old picture of me an dingo and my brilliant mood just plummeted. FUCK SAKE. This is never going to go away. ohwell, birthday soon