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irritable Eff sydrome. Hahahah, see what i did there? Yeah, i'm so fucking angry at everything right now and i have no idea why?! Mum, who is a hairdresser, is currently highlighting my hair and oh my fucking god, every time she breathes i want to stab her with her hairdressing scissors, it's scary because i really don't know why or how to make it stop. The world needs to stop agitating me right now because i currently have the mind of a homicidal psychopath

In other news, last night was the best night i've had in way too long. I went down into my new town at around half six to see a few old friends, but ended up staying out until around 11 with thirty-ish people (all males minus myself and one other girl, an old friend of mine) And oh my god, it was just so refreshing to get out and be with a whole group of brand new and incredible people.  it's so wierd, hanging around with them is so different to hanging around with 'the crew' from summer, the twins etc.. i've never appreciated just how massive arrogant dick heads the guys i hang round with frmo the grammar school are. Whereas all these new people, they're genuinely fun to talk to. 

They're just really nice. 

Three of them walked me home last night, and it all just felt so surreal and perfect.

This is what i need, a touch of normality, theyre all so unlike dingo.. theyre just a bunch of funny excitable teenage boys, but that's starting to look like a really really good thing.  Maybe it's time i shut the dramatic novel, and watched cartoons for a while